hu...i am aimless ..

huu..exam finished finally..
well ..im nt having any happy feel which it shub be have...
may be ..the exam period is too long...i had no feel on it..
many people feel this too..
before exam ..i was keep intending what should i do after SPM..
in example ..job ? studies ? my future ?
it seems like all r under controlled ..
but...now..
it seems that i havent make any decision yet..
i feel aimless..
i said that i m going to study mass com..
bt then i found that joining mass com..
preserverance ..consideration..determinatin..maturity ang diligent is necessary ..
what i talk , think , write , will affect the public ..
it is not an easy job...
may be one word i wrong will bring a bad effect to me n the others..
now oni i realise ...i was too childish to think that joining mass com is funny ...
well...it is sure nothing is easy in the world ..
no pain no gain and everything is difficult before they are easy ...
in the other hand...what i dream to be may be a dream forever ...
i mean to be an air stewardess..
im nt qualified yet and isit a right choice to join it after i graduate for studying mass com ?
isn't it wasting what i hav studied ?
may be ..it is clear that i cant take both ..
it make me think of the poem ..
ROAD NOT TAKEN ..
future...is not easy to be decided ...
i should really take a deep breath and consider well ..
i hope that i could get a help from someone...