犯贱.........

觉得自己好犯贱..
眼前有一个公认的好男生..
却不断迟疑..
总是摆脱不了花言巧语..
所谓可爱的幽默..
那些人人都说是坏的..
却想也不想..
把头栽进去...
而落得不值得被可怜的下场..
也许这是上天的考验..
还是安然接受吧..
或许..我只不过是过度感性..

雨夜~

窗外下着雨..里面一片冷空气..
仿佛说着你我早已也都没有关系...
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那些曾经..我选择相信....

hesitating ..

'im interested on u'
these words strike my ordinary life again..
it's nt easy to return to my simple n happy life instead of those anxious life which i hav to care of someone feel all the time ..
i felt free after someone gone ..
i can b myself..
dun hav to b upset when someone is cool to me ..
or always desire to meet him ..
or ..
tats is the advantage of being single ..
well..
i said tat i wont b involved in any relationship within a year ..
bt ..out of expect..i like someone..
it's nt love..im sure ..
few days ago..he expressed his love to me ..
n asked me whether the answer is accept or reject ..
hu..
it cant b deny tat i like him too..bt i dun love him..
somore i dun think our relationship can last long ..
bt i cant reject him..
i always pay attention on him..bt when im asked to b with him..
im hesitate..
wat shud i do ..><
sometimes i feel it may b nice to b with him..
cause he is such a nice guy ..
i hope i can try to hav a guy to accompany me always..
n we help each other in school work..
n cherish the time of togetherness...
concern about each other ..
bt ..somehow ..
he is nt fulfil the condition i want..
i m afraid ..
either he or me will getting hurt ..
somore ..he never show his love to me obviously ..
we just like good fren..
im nt sure ..if he is only like me..bt nt love too..
it's different..
like..is innocent..u dun hav to b responsible to it ..
bt ..love..is long..u hav the responsibility..
a matured person will understand the difference n wont simply say "LOVE" to anyone ..
hmm..
after all..
it hav to depends on his 'hardwork' to prove it is love..
or..
it will b better to maintain the current relation..........
im afraid ..

LIke n Love ..

I LIKE u．．
bt ..
I dun LOVE u..

只想..

我..不要...
所謂的愛情..
不要什麽山盟海誓..
什麽一輩子的愛..
那些幼稚的甜言密語..
只想要好好活著..
或許再貪心一點..
好好地被愛著......

Can i change teacher ??

arhhgggh !!!
why ! why ! why !
while i'm trying hard to improve my english ..
my english teacher is really ....
hhuu..
wat she doing ? how she qualified to become an english teacher ?
8 months ago ..im happy when i get her to b my teacher as she looks professional..
well..
in fact..she own nothing except the looks n b able to speak proper english..
it cant b deny that she is really good in english ..
but , what she did since January is only step into class..distribute some work sheets..read the passages out (very properly and fluently)..give us the answer..tats all..
or better..she will tell us some of the format of exam..
tats all !!
when exam is jz passed..n she marked the paper..
what she will do is ..OMG ...first class..ur english is really bad ~
argghhh!! how can u say tat ???? our english is bad ..bt u never teach us properly !!how can we improve it ?? she never teach us any technique of anwering..
when problems come..our fault !=.=
today i realise..when she came into class ..sit on the table n start again her routine of reading passage..
no one is going to answer her question..
huu..i think i knw y ..
Lame~~everyone is not satisfied with her style of teaching..
Teacher~it's not we don't want to respect u ..it is actually ..in my opinion..im boring n suffering !!
every period just wasting time to listen to ur 'speech'
n something we don't understand..n even cant get wat u trying to say because of ur gentle..nice voice.. today i'm really desperate..
i felt like want to cry..
exam is around the corner..cant u just teach us some useful knowledge to score it instead of doing something nonsense ?? arggghhh!!!!
well..i wont b hoping so much ..cause i think u r in the critical state ...
even worse than our 'clever' physics teacher..
at least..she is more diligent than u ..
i hope i could tell u my feel ..or if u think u don't hav any problem ..
i can go to other class during english period ..~

蘑菇秀～

帶點蘑菇的髮型～

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如果..

如果妳從未出現..
我..會不會快樂一些？
如果從不曾聽過所謂的諾言..
我會不會少一分失望？
如果你從未對我撒謊..
我..還會不會愛着妳？
如果你還留著當初的真誠..
我..還會不會是幸福的？
如果沒人記得..
你..一定不在我回憶里...

080809

這一天還真有開心下下..
是生日的前夕..与朋友們去慶祝點點了..
到了brem mall..真該死..原約好了11.30-12.00pm到..
怎料最早的竟是我..11.45下一個就是高老和女友..12.15pm..
伸与超12.30..最气的是姚与rachel..1.00pm
不過還好啦..那個本說沒來的凌帶著蛋糕給我驚喜..
還有姚親手做的小蛋糕..饒了她們吧!……^^..
有點不幸..在bowling場呆了半小時許..人齊了卻沒位打..
天..早知去mum mum 一番啦..
哈哈..在旺角吃東西就有傻下..忘了哪個笨蛋說rachel有那裏的會員卡..
有折扣..怎料坐下了才說不能在那裏用的..早知去mamak啦..
和凌share了杯四君子..好喝下..就是最有意義的切蛋糕儀式了..
真是的那裏的店員只點一支蠟燭給我..什麽意思？>
哈哈..說道這裏有好笑下..唱完歌..竟直接吹蠟燭..許了兩個願..
恍然發覺自己幷無所求..或許太多啦..一時想不出..
一個祝大家考得好成績..一個藏在心裏＝）
什麽照也沒拍..爲了禰補下下正要叫店員幫忙點下蠟燭..
等!!!!!凌突然喊..全部望著她..接下來的竟是她邊找包包邊說..我有火柴~~~~
啊！誰會隨身帶火柴啦！哈哈!全場爆笑..
在餐廳鬧鬧一番就回到bowling場了..
哈哈..人家我可是得過最高分的噢～
該死～第一粒..longkang..yeah～～
不要緊再來！第二longkang！第三第四第五～～ longkang！！
啊！！！搞什么><結果這麽longkang法..全場我只打過兩次..
連姚一開頭000000都嬴我叻～T.T
最後一粒我說打不中我改姓！！！
啊！longkang ~ 真的打不中><！愚～
最終以16分收場..創新低T.Tzomok這樣的啦！騙人的～～
hmm..不爽啦..走了到下一場節目～
伸与超他們去dok球..我們与俊去K下..
臨分別還不忘丟下一句..如果等下我們唱完你們還沒打完..就把球滾完進洞吧..
有諷刺哦～^_^事實啦..他們真的打不完！wakakaz..有差到..
啊..bremmall的小k room還真的有小下..
最氣的就是才兩支mike..五個人..唱什麽？
兩個小時..一點都不過癮的..
臨回家前經過一個量體高器..還以為有點希望量高點..
怎料更死..才156..少了足足1cm!!!＝＝！(那么多哦～）
重創..回家啦..
臨走前還与凌吃了支冰淇淋～做了下下傻婆到處試衣..
過後車來了就匆匆從fitting room 撞出來..
傻傻的一天就近尾聲了.~
謝謝你們o～～～^^愛你們！muakkkzzzz !

姚親手做的..謝謝～

我的蛋糕~

promote bowling ^^

和伸爸爸~

超哥~

tsun~

厕所拍~

四大美女~哈哈

一些礼物~

表欺负我哦！！我17岁了

我恨你！！

................我恨你！若是从没想要好好爱我...
就别对我假惺惺！！
到最后而以抛弃当结局.....................

要我怎样？！！！

.................总以为终于遇上好人的当儿，却发现甜美的笑容溢满着毒恶的言语；和蔼的表情闪烁着计算你的狡猾；精灵的双眼带着无法看透的卑鄙。就算想置身事外也不容易。你不惹人，却难保别人不会踩着你奋力向前......
从某个迷恋的部落格看上这句, 觉得还挺有意思的..
今天心情实在有显得低落..
在过几天就满十七岁了..
想要庆祝的当儿..
恍然发现,自己好可悲..
一路以来..我时时都在努力着对别人好..
可是却曾被批不会做人
朋友易得..知己难寻..
随日增长..真的很明白..
也感觉到自己被可悲的现实环绕着..
是否需要假惺惺?
难道要心存城墙?
还是放下自尊？
还是同流合污？
怎样？到底要如何？
尽力做好却得不到信任..
诚心对待却毫无回报..
我好辛苦你们知道吗？
灿烂笑容背后是凋谢的残花..
多可悲？
你们能反省能体谅我吗？？
突然感觉好孤独..
当然知道自己比好多人都幸福..
更幸运..至少我四肢健全，家庭圆满..
但人是群体动物..
有时还是需要朋友的陪伴，聆听，支持..
但这样的朋友真得不多..
感觉好像是空白的..
曾经好天真的..把谁都当好朋友..
渐渐的..才发现所谓的好友知己也只不过是比陌生人熟悉一点的点头之交
人缘好..的确..不少人这么形容过我..
但是好只不过是走在一条道路上会有人陆陆续续的打招呼..
有人对我说过这么一句..
真的好烦..好像丢下一切不管到国外去..
最近这句话突然冒到头上来..
也许..让自己活得开心点的方法就是只身到别处从新开始..
过些自己想要的生活..
其他的还真得越来越没兴趣了..
然而，
冰心在玉壶的瞬间也难保自己能在已腐败的社会安然无恙..
要是世上的人都以诚待人单纯天真..
那该多好啊？

Hope~~~

曙光自山頭傾倒，霧幕慢慢拉開，
青春即將登場，站在夢想的頂端，
張開雙臂，
左手抓的是理想，右手握的是希望...