please ~ friends ~

sigh..
friends ......
im sad..
im upset..
im tired ..
what more can i say ?
i feel im poor ..
1 2 3 ........
2 of the best for me i thought u r ...
is 2 of the most i cant stand of ..
huu ...
how long u guys want to fight ?
cant both of u just b generous ?
im suffer at the middle of it ..
perhaps sometimes i m hot temper ..
bt it is very seldom ..right ?
dont u think it is in a ratio of 1:10..
for me n u to show the damn attitude..
cant u just think of my feeling ?
u r my best friend as i said..
bt u dun even appreciate..
u always show me ur unbearable attitude..
please think...if im u n u r me ..
don't u feel suffer ?
im childish as i always thought...
but im proud.. on the control of emotion...
i hv gt an improvement n i believe it reaches a stage of maturity ...
but then u r the 1 tat you think the most mature ...
somehow u r childish ~! whats the point u always angry at ur friend?
btw u make urself suffer n hurt ur friend ..
why ...both of the 'best' as i thought are hot temper n having a damn unbearble attitude ?
im poor that i dun hav anyone to totally close to ..
may b everyone shouldn't hav someone to totally close to..
but i hope u can consider it ..
our distance is getting further ..
Or ..may be i'll fed up ..
it's enough !!>
please ~~